

The photo above is my Christmas tree this year. It is four feet tall, the smallest tree I ever remember having. I have taken a number of pictures during the day, morning and afternoon, even at night but no matter what it looks like a Charley Brown tree. Now I admit this is not my usual style. My trees are usually very sentimental, with ornaments I made myself perhaps, often ornaments made especially for me by dear friends and family. I usually begin decorating the day after Thanksgiving. But things have not been usual for awhile. My time to get ready for Christmas is not the same anymore. So I did most of my shopping online and haunted the mail box everyday because I was so worried someone would be slighted if their gift was late in coming.
That day after Thanksgiving when I decided to begin sprucing up for the holiday it hit me. There was no way I could put a tree on the floor. Never mind that two year old Lulu would be here but a big tree would get in the way of home therapy which we do every day seven days a week. Wheel chairs, hemi-canes, splints, towel slides, braces, OT, PT and ST rule the day in this house. So, move over Charley Brown, we are here.


Now this tree was our first tree in Missouri. Nine feet with a lot of room to spare. Loved it, but they last only so long. There were some wonderful as well as sad times. This is the only tree we had that actually was not decorated that first year. Bare. Fifty years together and one undecorated tree. Depression can be a very bad thing. However we weathered that storm and moved on. As I write this I realize it is probably boring to all of you. I have come to believe that boring can be a good thing. I hope that you have had a wonderful holiday and if not that you are able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Merry Christmas to you and yours. I hope you are surrounded by those you love and those who love you back,
5 comments:
Hi, Nadine--Thank you so much for sharing your heartfelt story. When you look back over the past year, you should be proud of all you've come through. Change is hard, but you've continued to move forward. And Dale is still with you. You will never regret the actions you are taking now to make a better life for both of you. Merry Christmas to you both, and may the new year see you both happy and healthy.
I truly feel the difficulties you must be facing now. My son was in a near fatal car accident 2 years ago in early November. That Thanksgiving he was in a coma and Christmas was spent in a rehab facility. This year, after much work and many surgeries he is nearly recovered and things are much better and we finally put up a full size tree and decorated for Christmas. I wish you both continued progress towards a brighter future.
Nadine, I remember your white tree. I thought it was so beautiful. You were always my inspiration in my own holiday decorating. Of course over the years mine sometimes went a bit over the top, but lately I have been able to rein it in to a certain degree. Love you much. Kathy
You made this Christmas fabulous, Mom. I love you no matter the tree, no matter the year, no matter our challenges. ~Kelly
unDeniably Domestic
Me too.
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